Moving Day

Yep, don't have much time to do anything today. It seems that I've got a million things to do, even though I know I've been doing things for quite some time in preparation for this. Ugh, what a day! A few errands to run, a load of laundry to do, and some packing up to finish up. Hopefully, there's enough hours in the day to do it. I had to take a break from shoving stuff in boxes though. It really got to be too much for me. Here I thought I'd be able to finally unpack soon. You know, packing up my stuff for a move into a house of my own. Well, that's not going to happen. And I feel like my relationship is ending, even though Tim doesn't think so. He's got all these plans to come visit; we'll see if any actually pan out though. I have this gut feeling that as soon as his kids find out that I'm officially gone, he'll be getting a lot more phone calls to go do stuff. And a lot more calls from JoAnn asking him to come over to the house to do some stupid thing or another "because the kids need him." I don't begrudge him time with his kids, but I also know how the ex tends to abuse him in this. And to some extent, it seems like his kids do it too. That's my opinion though, and I try to keep that to myself. Ugh, I need to get in gear and get this shit finished. What a mixed up, confusing kind of day. All in all, I feel like a completely useless POS. Enough about that though. Gotta make the best of it and get things straightened out in my life and head before anything else can work out. So, I'm off! Hope to be able to write again soon!